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i've tried three times to buy the new iphone without success.. is the universe telling me that i should hold off on buying it??

friday i reserved mine and i was going to go on my lunch break to pick it up.. i had to work through lunch and couldn't even go after work because i had to head to my second job. [ strike one ]

i went out of town on saturday to my husband's family's reunion/grad party for his cousin. we didn't get back until 11pm..

this morning i went to at&t and they didn't have them in stock. but i can order it and have it delivered to the house.. [ strike two ]

since it was still just 11 am this morning i went to the apple store.. going through the whole process of practically getting my credit card out, except that it all came to a screeching halt when i needed the primary name on the account to sign for it.. i don't understand why, since it's family plan and i've been paying for my own since 2003.. [ strike three ] oh well.. and i'm not really even pissed that i didn't get the phone i'm pissed at apple for having the stupid rule that you have to have the primary person there with you to purchase the phone. it makes absolutely NO SENSE to me..

i don't know why i posted this here instead of on blogger.. and i have no idea who of my old friends still hangs out on LJ but drop a line if you happen to read this, since it's been a good 4 years since my last post! jeez!

[Mood: unsure]

so after an episode like that last night, i thought i'd update.. holy cow!

first of all, glad the girls are finally back together.. it's about damn time! it took them wayyy too long to reconcile.

chris can go away witl his tens of millions of dollars. or if he MUST stay.. take care of rory.. lorelai doesn't need your damn help! she's got luke.. what else is there? stop trying to cause trouble you sea slug! phew!

there should be a LJ cut here.. but i can't figure the damn thing out right now.. so.. stop reading if you haven't seen the episode.. there.. you've been warned..



i'm still torn about what this kid is going to do for LL.. i mean, at the end of the episode, it wasn't like he was reluctant to tell her, although i'm sure he was, but he didn't get a chance to. what with lorelai, blowing in and rushing to get food and then rushing back out.. it left luke with his head spinning, like it wasn't already with this april nonsense.

and it wasn't like i was completely sf.. i was told by a friend of mine about a month ago.. and i shouldn't have let her tell me.. but it's a good thing she did, then i had a chance to get warm to the idea.. and it still leaves an icky taste in my mouth.. i just hope that lorelai realizes that luke had no control over it. but luke being a stand up guy, i'm hoping he doesn't get all freakin' insecure like he did tonight and bolt with the kid.. i'd probably jump off a cliff.. considering how the freakin' cliffhanger of last season's finale left me needing to get drunk.. this kid thing will probably be worse. there probably isn't enough alcohol in california to help me get over whatever asp will throw at us for the finale of this season.. man oh man.. i need to go lie back down.

[mood:  nostalgic and contemplative  ]

looking through my photobucket today.. and i saw some pictures of casey in then that i took at the beginning of september.. and they just reminded me of how special and meaningful something can be to you..

as an avid ghostbuster fan and he's proud to admit it.. as am i.. closet-ed anyway.. heh.. casey ordered slime from someone on the internet.. three cans of slime, two of which were in perfect condition and unopened.. which excited casey to no end.. i'd never seen him in such a state of understated adorableness.. just the way that his eyes were gleaming with excitement and child like innocence.. it's amazing that as slow as it may seem.. we have grown up so so fast.. and i don't even know why i'm typing out an entry for this.. but i just needed to type it out somewhere.. and i'm feeling bad for littering lindsey's inbox with incoherent seemingly drug induced emails.. the equal that i put in my iced tea was all the uppers i had okay?!?! hahah.. so anyways.. just wanted to share my thoughts on growing up so quickly and not even realizing it until you take a step back and look at where you are in life.. it'll blow your mind...

casey baby.. look at how cute this boy is..
    

[Mood:  Sleepy and Tired  ]

Lindsey isn't a skank anymore.. but i have been awake for 5 hours already.. and right now it's only 10 am.. who does that?!?!  i'm about to crash in a second.. so tired..

i'm pissed off still about a softball game i had on wednesday and it sucked.. we gave them 5 runs through out the game, and ended losing the game by one run.. and i played shitty..

but after the game.. there was a bunch of samoan guys watching the game because their game was before ours.. and after our game.. casey and i were changing into our regular shoes.. and one of the guys comes up and introduces himself and says i played good and asked if i'd played before.. and i said yeah.. and then casey chimes in with.. "NCAA division 2, all american 3rd baseman for a university in texas" and i blush and the guy has this look on his face like.. "No shit?!" and i was like.. i played for abilene christian university, in texas.. and he was like.. "alright.. well... you did a good tonight.."  he was kind of drunk.. flattering though.. and that's all...

Happy lindsey?!

[Mood:  Good ]

Just want to say Happy Birthday to Lindsey!!! because i love her!! and she's in california at the moment!! and she visited the WB LOT!! that skank!!!

 

i love ya girl! hope you had a good day! i miss ya!!!

[Mood:|  Pessimistic]

Tomorrow I leave, at 5 in the morning for a road trip with my family to Seattle, Washington.  The last time I did a road trip with my family was when they were driving me to Texas for college.  And that was when I'd made a promise to myself NEVER TO DO IT AGAIN!!!  I can't sit in the same car with my dad more than 5 minutes at a time without arguing with him.  I don't know why I have to do it again.  I'd just as soon stay home and have the house to myself, than go on this trip that will just cause a larger rift in between us.  We don't get along.  Plain and simple.  We're too alike to get along.  Too strong willed and hard headed... my mom should make sure that there is a child lock on my door also... so I don't go flinging myself out of the car at 80 mph on the freeway.. just to rid myself of his incessant nagging.  AND.. he's like a child.  If you happen to disagree with something he's said, or maybe even just express a differing view.. well then.. he'll just close off.. shut you out and ignore you.  and this is coming from a man that is almost 60 years old.  CHILD!  an over grown CHILD!

Thank the lord that my mom will be there.. she'll be the one to drag me down from the edge of the very tempting ledge i know i'll be tiptoeing on and doing pirouettes on.  My sister will be meeting us up in Seattle, because she'll just be coming back from vacation with her boyfriend in Hawaii.. lucky bitch!  i wanna go back to hawaii.. it's been like 4 years since i've been there. 

Tonight, i'm going to a party for my friend.  I haven't seen her in a few years, since long before i left for college.  Her birthday was last sunday and she's throwing herself a little shindig tonight.  Probably lots of drugs and alcohol.  Luckily i'll have casey and we don't drink that much or party that much, so i don't think we'll stay too long.. but maybe make an appearance.. let her know we came.. hang out for a while.. so we can see some high school friends, and then vamoose.. BECAUSE VAL STILL HAS NOT PACKED YET!!! 

T-minus 9 hours until departure.  and all i have packed is a pair of jeans.  that's it.  pretty freakin' sad if you ask me.  i sat in my room all day watching soap network because i wanted to catch up on what happened this week on general hospital and see if they showed nikolas and emily at all.. and just as i suspected it.. they only showed them towards the end of the week.. so i watched 5 hours of general hospital while washing and folding clothes, only to see them for a total of like 20 minutes.. if that..

General Hospital.. CHA!  it's all about Sonny, Carly (who btw.. i can't stand.. especially this new girl they've casted.. BLEAH) and Alcazar, who i don't mind very much, but since he's got all kinds of scenes with Carly.. is hated by extension.. too bad.. because he's pretty damn easy on the eyes.. i'm a sucker for a guy with nice eyes and brown hair.. anyways.. yeah..

Pray for me, and hope that i come back in one piece and still the sane shimmery ray of sunshine you guys know and love.. i hope i don't have to fling myself out of the side of the truck.. i'd miss casey too much.. couldn't very well leave him behind.. besides.. we've got all those plans ahead of us.. love you babe. 

Lindsey.. have fun with Cat.. you two girls don't get into too much trouble!

[Mood:|  nostalgic (of days passed)]

i'm weird i know.. i can't help but be sad.. i love casey..

From this...

To this... ,

and he trimmed his facial hair.. can't wait to see him.. his hair is so short!!!

ever notice that almost all of my posts are about him?? ahahahahahha

[Mood:|  calm]

I was tagged by Mellie like 5 days ago.. so..

List your Six Current Favorite Songs:

1. The Prayer - Charlotte Church and Josh Groban (this is going to be my wedding song)
2. Mona Lisa - Grant Lee Buffalo
3. You and Me - Lifehouse
4. Addicted - Kelly Clarkson
5. Banana Pancakes - Jack Johnson
6. ANY BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN SONG

Everyone I'd want to tag has already done the thingy, or almost NEVER updates.. so I'll pass..

so.. on to the fun stuff... so, since i've been back in california, it has been wonderful, and someone that has made it that was is casey.  and this is going to sound very very strange,  but i am inordinately obsessed with casey's hair.  tomorrow he's getting a hair cut, and i'm feeling pretty sad about it.  now i know, it's not going to change him, because he'll still be the same guy that i fell in love with and everything.. but his hair... in the five years we've been together.. he's never grown his hair out for about 7 months.. usually it's just 1 month.. 2 at the most and then he'll get it buzzed again.. i'll post a picture of how he looks after the hair cut.. but right now.. his hair looks like this.. , (hopefully, it linked it.. click on the pic)and i love it!! he's got the great wave to it.. and it's got the wings.. and plus with his facial hair, it makes him irresistible to me.. hee..  sorry for the casey rant again.. i love him so much..

anyway.. i need to find a job.. and i can't do that, because i don't have a car.. i had my car shipped to california from texas, and when i get it.. FINALLY might i add, the freakin' car has a water pump problem or something.. i should have just left him in texas, and gotten a new car here.. a jetta.. i love jettas.. they're so cute.. i have an affinity towards volkswagons.. oh well.. nothing important.. because i'm pretty boring..

casey i'll miss your hair.. you said you'd grow it out again in a few years.. i'm totally holding you to that.. maybe sometime around our wedding?? ; )

and lindsey.. my friend.. i hope you feel better soon.. it's no fun being sick.. the first step to recovery is acceptance.. : )

 

[mood:  loved ]

it's insane how the internet can connect two people like it has with me and lindsey.. we've only been talking for like 4 months.. and the only reason we became friends is because of gilmore girls.  had it not been for that.. we'd still be strangers.. she sent me a birthday present in the mail.. i won't tell you what's inside.. it'll ruin our insiders.. but.. damn it.. i love this girl!! by the way lindsey, [[and i know casey reads this..]] thanks for showing up casey on the birthday present.. hahahahaha.. i only get one card from casey.. lindsey gave me 12!!!  ( : P )

so... i don't know.. i just wanted to drop an LJ and let lindsey know how much she means to me, and to thank her soo much for the present.. because it's great and means so much to me.. i'm definitely working on my story.. and that's all.. i love ya girl.. we've never met before.. and i feel as connected with you as i do with casey and jd.. it's amazing.. i love ya girl..

 

[mood:| indescribable]

so.. two days back, and things are going good.. i spent most of the day just lounging around the house with casey and my mom and sister..

sad to announce.. the wedding date has been moved back from may 2006 to probably july 2007.. which sucks, but i guess is better for the long run.. we need to save up the money and get all the preparations planned and stuff.. plus casey and i still have to do those communion classes and confirmation classes for catholics that want to get married by a priest or in a church.. it's important to my mom and me and casey said he would do it because of that.. he's a great guy..

i won't say that i'm upset about moving the wedding date.. because obviously it could be worse.. we could have called the whole wedding off.... then where would i be.. i'd feel like lorelai in say something.. so things have just been pushed back.. and i guess we're both okay with it.. i've just got a lot of people to inform about the date change is all.. gah!!!  i'm okay now..

i'm sad we have to wait to start a family.. because that's what i want more than anything... we'll see...   

[mood:|  ecstatic]

( boring stuff )

( casey's house )

( casey )

[mood:|  lazy.]

so.. i should be packing, i feel like i'm not going to get everything done  by tuesday.  i hate that feeling.  i hate feeling rushed and stressed and out of control.  my flight is at 5 40 in the morning, which means that i probably won't sleep at all monday night just to finish up packing.  i hate that feeling.  and since i'm leaving a lot of my stuff with my friend who is driving back to california after summer school, i won't get most of my stuff until early july.. so i have to sort those things out.. on which ones i might need sooner rather than later.. bah! 

so.. two days later.. and i'm still in shock and trying to process exactly what just happened in the final scene of gilmore girls.  i love that she asked him, and what man in their right mind would turn down a proposal from lorelai.. hah.. or the woman portraying her in the show for that matter. 

this entry really had no point.. but really.. do any of my entries really ever have a point.. usually not.

casey babe!! i'm coming home soon!! i can't wait to see you!!

[mood:|  contemplative]

 

( finale, shminale )

[mood:|  content ]

( stuff )

i am obsessed with the movie The Phantom Of The Opera!! it is great! i love it so much!!!

casey, i love you so much, and i'll be home by next tuesday, if you can hang in there for just another week, i'll be with you forever after that.  and i can't begin to thank you enough for all the support and love that you have shown and given me.  i've said it before, i don't know of another guy that would somewhat put his life on hold to let his girl finish out another part of her life in another part of the country.  and all i can say is thank you over and over again, but it would never be enough.  you are my everything.  i'll be home soon, forever.  i love you.

 

[mood:|  silly]

Because i'm in a fun mood i guess..

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	light up a day
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	hypnotising
Your love is...	one of a kind
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	friendly
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	refreshing
Your smile is...	amazing
Your love is...	eternal
Quiz created with MemeGen!

posted these, because i know casey might like it! right babe!?!

V	Valiant
A	Adventurous
L	Loving
E	Entertaining
R	Respectable
I	Inspirational
E	Explosive

Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

because this one is freakin' hilarious.. it's saying i'm a cold blooded killa! what! you wanna go? huh? huh? just wanted to let you know who you're marrying babe!!! hahahaahah

Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice:	Pop-up Advertisement
Your Favorite Target:	Crack dealers
Your Kill Count:	960,309,484
Your Battle Cry:	"Allow me to molest your face with this rod!"
Years You Spend in Jail:	48
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:	$261,041,571,105,497
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 98%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

[mood:|  okay but a little anxious ]

WE MADE IT TO REGIONALS!! IT'S OFFICIAL!!!

Chantiel, our coach, got the call today during practice!! it's the first time for our softball team in the 7 or 8 years it's been in action to make it to the regional tournament.  and the good thing is.. we've beat each team that's going to be at the tournament except for one, and we haven't played them yet.  so, we've got high hopes, and we're really excited to get down to san antonio and show them all what ACU can do, because we are always underestimated.  so.. that makes me happy!!!

I stole this from Maddy's LJ - btw.. thanks girl! a little embarrassed that i didn't ask first..

Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name?
Yo gangsta name be	Capn' Whackin Cracka
You ride around in a	A pair of 1962 Roller Skates
Yo gang	Tha Vanilla Icers
Yo shoes be	Red and white Nike Dunk-Lows
Yo dubs be dis big, fool	4,804
How much money you got?	$5.40375713113709e+26
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 87%
Quiz created with MemeGen!

i'm a gangsta! what! hahahaha

[mood:|  productive]

blah!  finals were over on thursday.. i haven't been very active, i've slept a lot to try and catch up on the all nighters that i had to take in order to bomb all of my finals.. which i feel oh well about.  anyways, a lot of people have been asking for me to continue my JJ fanfic.. and i've got some good ideas (i hope) about where to take it.. if you have any ideas.. hit me up.. i'm always open. 

lindsey and i are a great team.  she always helps me with everything, and we talk about pretty much everything.  she's helped me so much in writing this story and even just being there for me to talk to her.  i love her.. i swear fanforum brings together people in the best way.  it's hard to believe we've only really been talking to each other for about 3 months-ish... we're a good team.

today is graduation for a few of my friends, also my two roommates.. i gotta say, i feel kind of stupid not finishing out my degree and not graduating from college here in texas.  i'm sure it will be exponentially more expensive trying to finish school in california rather than texas.. but now that softball is almost over, there's really nothing here for me.  although i will miss my friends sooo much.. especially JD.  she's been the best friend i could ask for here in texas.  and i'm sure that we'll be friends for a really long time. 

there's two episodes left of gilmore girls.. what the hell am i going to do during the summer.  i have to get a job when i get home.  i was thinking of working for my mom.. she works at a hotel near the airport and she's always doing banquets and parties and stuff, and i sooo want to be her assistant.  i think it would be good for me, because i need to work on being more comfortable with people i don't know.. i've grown up around her job, she was the assistant before she became manager, and now she's in charge of everything.  haha.. in a way, it totally reminds me of Lorelai working at the Independence, we haven't really seen her do that many events at the Dragonfly, but in Kill Me Now, i was watching it, and i was like "That's MY MOM!! that's what she does!!!"  i'm easily entertained..

and i just looked at the clock, and the graduation ceremony starts in 40 minutes and i haven't started getting ready yet.. whoops..

[mood:|  accomplished]

so, instead of studying for finals i've decided to keep writing my story..

Back on Track!! Chapter 9 - "Amazing"

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2312875/9/

Enjoy.. and R&R

Optimistic JJ Love Baby!!!!

[mood: |  crazy]

mood is crazy because i'm going on 2 1/2 hours of sleep!! yay for finals week! BLAH!  yeah right!!! only good thing is that it means that this semester is coming to an end.. and that is excellent because it has kicked my ass!  i don't know what my grades are, but i'm thinking not my greatest.. soo.. anyhoo..

( Casey/Valerie vs. Luke/Lorelai )